One night, I was wondering what God wants me to be after graduation. Of course, I don’t want to pursue my plans if they are not according to His will. Then I realized that I am being so focused on my future. I should not just let God take control of my future, but also my present life. So instead of asking what His will is after my graduation, I think it is better to ask what His will is for the next 24 hours of my life.
This day, I don’t know what can happen. My summer vacation so far is
too routinary. Honestly, this bores me so much. Being away from my
church and having no academic problems seem like I already forgot how to
depend on God’s power. I feel like I have set aside His will in my life
temporarily. Actually, I feel this whenever I am home. I forgot that my
purpose is not just limited within the bounds of my churchlife or my
life in university, and that He is currently at work in my life. But my
purpose extends to every area of my life. I should not just be aware of
His will whenever my Christian friends are around, or I attend a youth
service or see a possible person to reach out. He is busy working in us
even during this boring summer vacation, and even if I can’t feel it.
His will covers everything, every little thing, every detail of my life.
Even the things that seem like God does not care about, He has a will
for it. A purpose for everything.
So I have to ask for that will, and be aware of that, that I may
participate to what He is doing, and to prevent myself from hindering
His plans.
“Lord, what do you want me to do this day?”
I thank God for this realization, and for redirecting me to His will.
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